I tend to be quite a reclusive person, fear of talking to people, feeling like I’m bothering them, feeling extremely guilty for not being able to use the telephone, or understand people, keeping a happy face because it’s easier than trying to explain what’s going on in my mind.
But Fallout provided an escape, it allowed me to be whoever I want, the great thing about the scenario of the games is that it set in the future after a nuclear holocaust, wipe out the entire planet, start over from scratch as humanity begun anew by simply surviving.
I love the idea of a wasteland where I can explore and salvage for food, water and shelter, to defend myself, sure it’ll be horrible and million of people had die, but that’s what it’s about, starting afresh.
I can able to pretend I’m not me, not the person who is incapable of being able to get a full time job, let alone being independent, with a different identity and morality, I felt at my most comfortable when exploring the Mojave or Capital wasteland, because I can forget that I exist.
I sincerely cannot wait for Fallout 4.